LIFE'S TOO SHORT, MY HEART REALLY BURNS.
When this happened at first I just thought of not praying anymore, not believing in God anymore, not serving Him but just live my life the way I feel because in-spite of the prayers from friends and families to preserve my dad's life God still took him away. He didn't look at the tears in our eyes and plead from our mouth. He took away someone we really cherished I never asked God for anything before without an answer from Him but on this matter He just didn't answer. Now....even though I thought of forgetting my faith, I remember that I am nothing before God and no one can fight with God because He's got nothing to loose instead we need him more to fight our ever day battles in life....I thought about other prayers of mine which He always answer and then I tell myself God does what's right always....my dad is in a better place resting with the Lord.
So many reasons I have been out of the "blogshere", so many reasons I have neglected my passion and then keeping myself away from the world, burying my sad self in my cracked shell. This is one of the reason..."can I be completely happy again? can the happiness I find on the day I get married or have kids be to the fullness when my darling dad has gone to a world so far away, a place where he renounced that he never wanna go at this time. LIFE'S TOO SHORT MY HEART REALLY BURNS.